i know what no one else knows.

so gay. so fucking gay. i had a meeting with the VP today. that wasn't gay. then i had to finish up like a million human resource training modules. i figured out that it takes more time and energy if i rush through and dont read anything than if i just sit there and read it. that discovery goes against everything i ever believed in. then i pretty much flew across town back to the office to find out all the motherfuckers were gone. it's stupid the level of try that i put forward when i start a job. so i am basically done with the scheduled bullshit and now i have to do all the unscheduled bullshit. i just want to bang on the drum all day. and play with my zen rock garden. i have invested too much attention in someone. now they are under the impression that i am manipulatable. i also dyed my stupid hair it is suppose to be fucking deep red but instead half of it is purple. and really long. i hate hair. why cant we all be bald and ugly.


whatever so now i am at home i just ate the most disgusting lunch it was a sandwich but the ingredients were bought like two weeks ago so there is a chance the sandwich will kill me. i don't trust something that has sat in a fridge for past a week. A WEEK??


i dont know what to write. somebody do something stupid so i have something to write in my blog about. oh yeah i think i need to go back and make sure nobody can ever link this stupid blog back to me. all that human resource training has me paranoid. bastards.