wake me up when 2010 ends.

okay so a lot is going on its like my brain is going a mile per hour last night i had a huge long discussion on things. this morning i was running late to work so no breakfast and now i am dying i could probably go across the street to subway but it would throw my entire day out of whack so no. my shoes are cutting the top of my foot off and its finally friday! 

fuck this shit im drinking a forty this is my two weeks notice BITCCCH

i kid it is only watermelon juice guys chill out

ohhai there. i think i am an alien supdog.

today i got a call from the team lead of the company i was trying to apply for. i told him im at work but i can talk at four so i may or may not be getting that job! hopefully i can start off making a lot more than i am here now. plus id be working with a different platform that the army is transitioning to anyways so theres some job security to be gained. i'd go tdy a lot for two weeks at a time so theres always something new to look forward to. sure i wont have my comfort zone i have here but ive noticed that ive become super comfort zone oriented im like terrified of new shit. its really shitty. 
im going to try to take some time today and be proactive about next weeks bullshit. is it semptember yet? 
i dont know why i want time to fly by i am old enough now to know nothing better is waiting on the other side of today. it's just human nature i guess. maybe things will be different now i still think not.

escritorio! dedo!