time to get back to the basics

ugh. it's like as soon as i try to remedy one aspect of my life everything else falls apart i cant seem to manage a regular balanced life. whereas ive readopted my happy perky outlook on shit ive stopped working out and i'm eating like shit again. well not really like entirely like shit but i did eat mexican take out for dinner last night and i know how unhealthy home made hispanic food is, let alone MEXICAN take out. motherfuckers con su grasa. and i'm also not drinking over 60 ounces of water a day anymore. im lucky if i get 24! i back to sipping on redbulls and monsters to get through the day and the idea of going running makes me die a little bit on the inside. 
and today i noticed i look like absolute shit. face is all poofy. my hair doesnt look as awesome when i curl it i feel greezy. it's super mega fucking gross. SO. taking it back to the drawing board a-fucking-gain. 


i gave a presentation today at work and mason decided to be al-qaeda and hijack it towards the end. i also noticed something else about these people. they all seem to think they are the all knowing and they are too good to listen or take a suggestion but moreso listen. it becomes a competition of who can talk the loudest. and that's what happened. mason was talking over gil and eric who was trying to talk over doug who was talking over ryan who was talking to brian and im in there like CAN I PLEASE GET TO MY NEXT FUCKING POINT BEFORE I HAVE TO WASTE ANOTHER HALF HOUR LISTENING TO YOU FUCKING IDIOTS? 
this went on for over an hour. 


mason kept making stupid little comments about how im pissed at him or something. motherfucker, just let me do my god damn job and maybe i wont get so annoyed. oh he finished up my presentation by complaining to everybody in the room how he is having a hard time doing his job. 


christ.


so i dont know maybe ill go for a run tonight or something. i went and got my eyebrows done next door. in the middle of crack town sierra vista, next to my office there is some high end looking beauty salon with like beverly hills wanna be chicks in it. that was entertaining. 


and i guess ill try to get some more work done today since most of my morning was absolutely wasted. see? it's already happening. i'm getting irritated and angsty while i try to transition to a healthier lifestyle. im a mess. and these people are annoying.