shits shitty.

hello world.
i am lost.
please find me.
thanks.


yours truly,


themejj.


today was pretty lame at work. well no let me back up and talk about how mason came up to me and was like "you got a problem with me?" and i was like ya man wanna fight n he was like no, i mean seriously, do you really have a problem with me and im like UH NO WHERE ARE YOU GOING WITH THIS? i guess k who just got back from afghanistan went up to him and was like 'you are a negative influence to esther' blahblah it really fucked up his day because he was super catty after we talked about it. i think everyone is getting annoyed with him constantly challenging what they tell him to do. it was an awkward position to be put in actually cus i am trying to remain 1) neutral and 2) out of everyones eyesight. i even hate going to get water! 
it doesn't really matter too much because i think i'll be putting in my two weeks notice here soon. i was hoping to do it next week but i may have to speed up my process. on the flip side i have to also figure out what my next steps are. it's all very difficult.


whoa i just wrote some hateful shit but i decided not to post it because you know what I CANT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT.


all im going to say is
WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND.