redefined.: we can go now.

it is interesting how an age gap can really affect life i wont bother elaborating much on that but it is something that people should consider.
i went to buy a turtle yesterday but they were giant turtles and i only wanted a tiny one i could hide in my pocket and take to the pool so i ended up with a robo hamster. guys this thing is so fucking small and fast its retarded SO FAST AND SMALL. i have been forcing my love on it since i got it

not so fast now are you turbo

fourth of july was really boring and so was the rest of the weekend i decided to start nominating myself for all kinds of crazy jobs that i probably am not qualified for maybe someone who sees my name will know me and say HEY GUYS LETS HIRE ESTHER SHES A REAL RIOT probably i will get hired and work from home and make a lot of money and retire in three years YES
who the fuck am i kidding right

today i felt like i would die if i did not get out of the apartment if even for a little while so we went to the park and i sat on the swings and tried taking pictures but it was dark and my camera hates me and i am not pro at taking photos when i am in motion wait nevermind yes i am but people are too dumb to think they are great oh by the way reason number 319 why sierra vista sucks: theres no stand alone starbucks around here. they are all either in target safeway or frys so i cant go to starbucks when i am bored and sit outside and smoke THANKS A LOT SIERRA VISTA FOR TAKING AWAY MY FEW JOYS IN LIFE.