Thursday, January 20, 2011

probably not

i do not think i have ever felt so sad in my life. it appears i am backed into a corner and i go either left or right to get out. i dont think i can hold on to this anymore everything i do or try is always just violated time after time and it seems like a new lie is unraveled if i tug at the seams just a little. i cant even go to the next state over with out having someone walk up to me and remind me that you are indeed the biggest fucking bullshitter ive ever met.
the little things that you think are insignificant and trivial are the most important to me and no matter how many times i ask you to take what i need into consideration you never do. you say bring proof to the table but its obvious that youre not going to see your flaws. 
but this isnt even about what the fuck you see or think. 
this is about me finally taking a deep breath and finding something better. 

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