people who refuse the opportunity to grow and experience something are wastes to me. probably to everyone and a lot are probably too shy to express it or say it out loud. why would anybody pass up a chance to experience something new? just to try it. i'm not advocating going out and trying out smack just because. though, if that's your choice of drug, kudos to you. no. it's the simple things, the little things. something out of the comfort zone. anything to give you something to talk about, outside of what you've always been known to talk about. why grit your teeth when you see something or someone so brilliant and you wish so fucking hard you could shine just a little bit, like them. like anything. like a dull, dying flashlight, even. i just wonder, what are you living for? just to get by a means to an end. just boring. a boring bore that bears no beguilement.
i see these people and their eyes are so empty and i know why. and i try to introduce them to life and a release even something as simple as everyday comedy. finding mirth where no one ever thinks to look and opening your mind to something beyond your nose and loving nothing but yourself cus thats the best kind of love and yet theres this huge resistance. people bring on their own despair. if you feel trapped, it's cus you never tried revolving the door knob and fucking walking out. you remain bored and you remain boring and build a bigger barricade between you and a better life.
I think you are brilliant. I feel the EXACT same way...well, except for trying the smack thing, I have no idea what that is but if it's going to give me the munchies, I'm not interested.
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hahaha sandra <3 im glad im not the only one who thinks such things. and yeah, you'd probably want to stay away from smack. :)
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