and even though i'm angry i can still say i know my heart will break the day when you peel out and drive away

class is so lame. maybe it is because i am in a peculiar mood. the idiot britney spears sounding girl sitting next to- her presence annoys me. so does her voice. why are people from the south so god damned annoying. we are covering a complex section today that covers the maps. i hate maps. the instructor who is teaching it sucks even more than maps. the plus side is we got like almost a two hour lunch break. so that's cool. i'm up to smoking like a pack a day.


also i just got back to the apartment and noticed that apparently mike decided to drink one of my seagrams for breakfast. that's awesome. drinking some malt liquor before reporting to work. with the army. yeah. way to go champ. so i asked him if he drank it. and he said yeah, i was really thirsty and wanted something cold to drink. even though we have ice. so that posed a new question. who the fuck drank it. he normally hates those drinks since they give him heartburn. and he's gotten DUIs in the past for only one drink. 
either way, he is lying or a fucking retard. 


fuck. i am so glad it's friday. cus now i can eat some pills. 

make your decision and don’t you dare think twice
go with your instincts along with some bad advice
this didn’t turn out the way i thought it would at all
you blame me but some of this is still your fault