... defenestration.

have you ever felt so so sad and dissatisfied in one area of your life and the rest of it is great? but you cannot fix it yet or it is just easier to sit there and be pissed off?
me too.

there was a time when i could go to the park at night and have so much stupid fun but last time we went it was so boring i wanted to blow my brains all over the monkey bars.

this is me carrying someone on my back like a koala! 

 hollow bird bones.

anyways. i look happy in that photograph because i am. it was taken in korea but even though korea almost killed me it helped having good company. and the first picture was taken before korea. i look happy there too. i said that a lot would change in a year and a lot changed in a fucking year. one day people will learn to listen to what i have to say and take it into consideration. this time i am not going to back out on my word. 
when too many bad memories overwrite the good ones that is when it is a good time to try to bow out gracefully it is not a good time to do it when you are beating someones head in with an aluminum bat.