i just wasted like an hour talking to michael about how i am not going to stick around for the next lie. basically he confessed that anytime i am out of the house he hops on porn sites which i dont really care how other people lead their lives but i definitely have an issue with it so unless his cock is inside me i'm not putting up with it but then we argued about the dishes like always for some reason ITS ALWAYS ABOUT THE DISHES i think maybe it is a paradigm for our entire relationship i dont fucking know. all these underlying-but-not-really issues came out and i came to the usual conclusion: what the fuck is the point of being married to someone and continue a facade if you cannot trust someone, sleep with someone occasionally, joke in your usual manner or go on about day to day business without someone bitching or someone thinking they are bitching when they are only joking but too bad they dont understand your jokes. WHAT THE FUCK IS THE INCENTIVE TO DO SHIT? maybe if i got a tit job and did blow for a year? oh and bleached my entire head blonde that seems to do it for the fucker but maybe i should probably do that and then leave and make amateur porn and mail him a dvd of me getting train ran on me? MAYBE MAYBE MAYBE.
in case anybodys life sucks so much they like to bask in others misery and shit there you go an entire fucking paragraph to satisfy any selfish desires hahaha
I NEED TO GO SWIMMING NOW and probably almost finish the amazing kurt vonnegut book i am falling in love with
wooo!
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
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I winced for your keyboard as I realized how much ferocity went into typing this.
ReplyDeleteyeah it probably did not care much for my harsh beatings did you ever fix that computer of yours that i destroyed by spilling orange juice or something all over it oops.
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