whoever is around

i find myself becoming happier and loving things. but then again it is going to go away in a day or two. so lets not drink to that just yet.


RISE AGAINST IS COMING OUT WITH THEIR NEW ALBUM IN MARCH. fucks yes fucks yes FUCKS YES.
every day is better than the last the past few days but like i said... going out for beers in a few but probably tomorrow i will be drinking a margarita for the homies. 




i had totally forgotten that i am a creature of my elements like i mean that i totally vibe off whoever is around me and if i am around totally fucking awesome people who make things totally awesome and only awesome things come out of their mouth or like if they are just amazingly gorgeous than i am so fucking ecstatic about shit but usually i am surrounded by a porn addicted anime video game fanatic and that is the opposite of awesome that is actually reallysuperfuckinggay and that is why i have nothing in common with my common people. SO. maybe it is time to relocate maybe it is time to surround myself with awesome people fuck i dont know i do know that that person will never be equally awesome no matter how hard he tries. because of the history. so it is too late there. and i do know that the people i love to be around i cannot actually be around them so tough luck motherfucker.


THE IRONY OF MY LIFE.