Monday, December 27, 2010

our conversations are circles always one sided.

everytime i think i have a solution it just comes back to the same 'there's always a loophole'.
there is ALWAYS a loophole. 
no matter how i slice it or dice it. i could outsmart an average idiot but im constantly chasing here and im getting farther and farther away from what i'm trying to do in an ironic disgusting twist.
so far i think i have come up with about seven? maybe ten different solutions. each one more nazi and fucking insane than the last one. one of these days im going to say fuck all of this and pack up everything i give a shit about, throw it in my honda and drive off in the night. 
what drives a perfectly sane nonchalant person
to be
a fucking nutcase. 
what the fuck am i scared of.

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