i could love you like no other.

i went to the animal shelter to pick out a kitten to love forever and there were these two little fluffy gray ones. THEY WERE SO GODDAMNED PLAYFUL. but they were both taken. i was going to get an older kitten who was like a slinky. seriously. his little tummy went on forever. but i decided not to. i'll keep going back until i find the perfect one that gets along great with me like those little gray ones. ive never seen so many gorgeous cats in one single location. it was retarded.


then i went to look at the dogs. which incidentally seemed to all be a mix of bull dog/pit bull/ boxer. and they were all loud and mean looking until you got next to them and they whimpered and licked my hand.


then i started crying. uncontrollably. 
looking at these little animals that have no voice aside from a loud ass bark no actual purpose aside from love and be loved. eat, play, sleep. they have no choice in anything. there, in cages. caged. and waiting. properly cared for, but still in cages. because they're animals. and i thought maybe because they're all "aggressive" breeds, maybe they would be euthanised. and that thought killed me. it absolutely murdered me. and i couldnt stop crying until the little old lady told me they rarely euthanise. and maybe she was lying because she could see my eyes begging her to say that it rarely happens. but it allowed me to walk out of there without trying to hand over five thousand bucks so that they keep them alive until SOMEONE takes them.


i fucking love animals.


and if i ever see anybody hurt an animal, i will seriously go ape shit and assassinate them.