i love sleep probably more than anyone. i've used it to escape reality i've used it to enhance life i've used it to recover, blahblah. motherfucking brain is on a trip or something because i have been having the most retarded dreams ever. most of them were centered around the dumb bitch mike dated before i met him. she appeared in my apartment and no matter how much i punched her, cut her or threw broken mirror pieces all over her the stupid bitch would not leave. that really wasn't the part of the dream that annoyed me. nope. it was that stupid dream mike wasn't with me in kicking her out. he just kept enabling her to stay.
so i woke up early as shit and was like fuck sleep.
but then mike bored me back to sleep by playing video games. and it went back to it. me n mike were at some family cookout we were having at our apartment in the ghetto and we kept walking through the security gate things through the parking lot, in circles. found out the stupid ex girlfriend was pregnant with my sister's boyfriend and she wanted mike to help her out
... basically it comes down to this. no matter how much i bitch about him, if i skank comes around i will cut her.
and also i still cant stand my other sister.
i hate dreams. i just want to fucking sleep. why is this so. fucking. difficult.
oh yeah. i am going to learn how to make resin shit (no not the melted down thc kind of resin, brandon). because i'd rather make it my damn self than ever pay 20 bucks for cheap jewelery. also i found some canvas at the store. i may start popping otc pills and scratching my skin off while i draw my drug induced shit. maybe.
Sleep is even better you never dream. I only dream when I am sick, and its usually dreams about zombies. I love sleep just as much as you do. I think it was working so many hours while overseas. Where life would seem just a little better if you weren't sooo fucking tired all the time. I don't know, thats my theory.
it's probably true. that's when i developed my sleeping addiction. that's also where i decided that in my dreams, people weren't trying to kill me with mortars. so i won, every dream.
Zombie dreams aren't scary when you are a pro. I handle those mother fuckers like a champ. The only thing that fucks is when I don't cover my own back or when I go to sleep. I did have a crazy one where I couldn't find a gun anywhere. I have an irrational fear of zombies. I am scared when I go out at night because I don't have my guns with me, in case the outbreak happens. Is that a disorder?
so was that ur other sisters boyfriend or mines ? lol. whoah killer slow down and ya i saw skiner site, i went to michaels found the resin but not the molds pt is like yea i wana make jewerly.
Sleep is even better you never dream. I only dream when I am sick, and its usually dreams about zombies. I love sleep just as much as you do. I think it was working so many hours while overseas. Where life would seem just a little better if you weren't sooo fucking tired all the time. I don't know, thats my theory.
ReplyDeleteit's probably true. that's when i developed my sleeping addiction. that's also where i decided that in my dreams, people weren't trying to kill me with mortars. so i won, every dream.
ReplyDeletezombie dreams are fucking scary.
Zombie dreams aren't scary when you are a pro. I handle those mother fuckers like a champ. The only thing that fucks is when I don't cover my own back or when I go to sleep. I did have a crazy one where I couldn't find a gun anywhere.
ReplyDeleteI have an irrational fear of zombies. I am scared when I go out at night because I don't have my guns with me, in case the outbreak happens. Is that a disorder?
so was that ur other sisters boyfriend or mines ?
ReplyDeletelol. whoah killer slow down and ya i saw skiner site, i went to michaels found the resin but not the molds pt is like yea i wana make jewerly.