it happens gradually and then suddenly you are afraid to live.

i saw that 'devil' movie by m night shyamalan and surprisingly i was not pissed off at the end. it probably wont win any awards but it was good enough to garner my recommendation. 


there was some carnival in town that we kept trying to go to but it was so fuckin busy and so fuckin hot that it really wasnt worth it. i had a pretzel today! 

have you ever tried to do something nice for someone and it backfires or they are a complete dick about it so you are like fuck this nevermind its things like that that prevent me from being a nice person and make me such a bitch. if youre curious as to why im contemptuous to others that is why. 


and


aside from my ranting about mike i havent talked shit about someone in years. i think that makes me better than a lot of people SO SUCK IT.




ps: http://www.tabblo.com/studio/stories/view_super/138200/i3724289
im bored and post secreting and saw this 'secret' and it made me ultra sad cus i use to do the same exact fuckin thing and because the presumably dad's writing is almost identical to my pop's. i am definitely homesick.