redefined.: for the man who don't think he's a fool he control his destiny, but he's too cool for himself

all i need is something to keep me movin' on, in a world where violence reigns, and everybody seems so strange to me -slightly stoopid

i have not written in a few days. whoops. i haven't been spending that much time online. for a quick update, i've been trying to keep up the gym lifestyle change. i have about 15 days left in the country of korea, thank god. my resume is as written out as i'm going to get it before i have to edit it, after it's been reviewed. i can't think right now.
i just did a pore strip on my face cus the weather here sucks n that was pretty gross. i think everyone should use those. i made michael try one and he was like augh. haha. it was pretty funny.
i made some honduran cuisine for dinner tonight, baleadas. which were pretty tasty given how much we improvised haha. michael liked it, so thats cool.
i think i'm becoming addicted to etsy.com. there's this little ring i want to buy when i get home.

i'm pretty excited.

then there is the little polaroid camera i srsly want. i know i got my old school one, but the film is sofuckingexpensive and i believe, more than anything, it will serve as a furniture piece in our home. but this is the one i'm going to be snatching up soon, i hope.

white is awesome. and it looks like a bubble. wicked.

speaking of homes. we've decided on where we're going to be living when we get to AZ. granted, we're newlyweds (i don't consider the past years to have counted to our marriage, given that the army royally fucked that up) so we're relatively poor as dirt. and then you have to take into consideration that sierra vista is a giant mass of white trash trailer park slums. so it's not exactly beverly hills, and we're not in the business of impressing people anyway. the result is a cheap (i think under 500) studio apartment :) i've always thought studios were cool; granted, that was when i was single. but it is what it is. i'm not trying to break us off just yet.
either way, i'm excited about having an apartment again and decorating! yay!

my rabbit is trying to systematically kill me. she makes so much fucking noise during the night, and is trying to escape by chewing through the wall. she's going back in the cage tonight.

olsons! girl of the day is

itati cantoral

mexican actress

moving on. i've decided that, even though i hate the idea of skin cancer (and with knowing that my mom had skin cancer) and the idea that one day i'll be wrinkly-er, i'm going to go tanning as much as i can when i get to AZ. there's no way that i'm this incapable of being tan. i think the darkest i was ever able to get was in basic training. but i looked retarded then.
anyways. if i still write in here, i'll make sure to update my chemotherapy progress and as the cancer progresses.

peace.